HURTS - STAY

In life, people come and go. Whether u like it or not, you have to accept it. Once happened before, but i didn't learn from my lesson. Do it again and nah, it happened again. I thought i have a chance to tell you how i feel, but it's too late. Just like the song, last we met was during raining. We said good bye to each other and i never thought that i would get the break-my-heart news the next two days. I'm searching for the right time to tell you this feelings but yeah, Allah is the best planner ever. While i'm thinking in what way should i tell you about this, you came up with another news. For the past 4 years i always deny for what i feel towards you. Only yesterday i realized how important you are to me. 

Seriously, i feel like to say out loud to you to stay with me. To say, "Please change your mind and say you are mine". It's not too late yet for you to change your mind. But, i take it as a test from HIM towards me. I say to myself, Allah has a greater plan for you, maybe he is not the best man for you. Lately, you are always in my mind. Hoping for the same thing goes to you. But i got wrong. I always pray to Allah, if you are for me, then give me a hint. If not, please make him far apart from me. But you never get afar from me. Plus, i got some hints. I don't know how to feel now because i've ready for all these things, but i never know that it would this soon. 

Oh Allah, make me strong. I'm not that strong to face this. Up to now, he the one in this story is very caring towards me. Even my make-me-strong status on ym caught his eyes and asked me why. I don't know what to answer because it's actually because of him. I'll tell you what my answer is to him later. Yeah, i declare him as my bestfriend because he really is and lots of people know about this bestfriend thingy. He would be there whenever i need to talk, whenever i need a help. Surely i will miss you bro. Please pray for me to stay strong. I will always pray for your happiness, bro.

When he asked me why i put the make-me-strong status, what i can answer is only this song. 

Then you asked me to whom i dedicated this song. My answer is no one. But actually it's for you dear. Hoping that you will read this. But obviously you are not going to read this because you don't even know the existance of this blog.

Semoga berbahagia awak. Do always remember me. Uhibbukafillah.